20160706 I THINK I AM LEAVING U AGAIN
I think I'm leaving u again this time. I have struggled till I die and will keep it in my next life. But when I am so tired, I can not see ur change for even a little bit, I can not see the light of hope. I was forced to disconnect. Sorry, it was not my willingness.
Every time when I was struggling, the time limitation was tightened me up, I have to succeed before they realise and crash in or else I will sink into the darkness again.
But, tomorrow I will see u again, I just feared to see ur poker face and hide in ur small room without any action. And the most terrible thing is that everything happened in my mind is really something like fantasy and make no sense. Maybe the only way to survive is to study hard and gain real progress. Fighting beside u is just a dream. Saving the world can be too unreal to believe. Return to the ground please honey. Only try to do something practical! Put him aside...
放不开 也看不见未来
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